Jackie: close your eyes. what do you see?
Thomas: my eyes are closed.
Jackie: yeah, but what do you see?
Thomas: black...
Jackie: look harder.
Thomas: these little speckles of light, floating around like a lava lamp.
Jackie: that should go away.
Thomas: it's going. it's gone. now it's black. no, hold on. it's mainly black but, it's kind of fuzzy. like snow on a tv.
Jackie: it doesn't go away. you could wait an hour, a year. it'll still be all fuzzy.


(the black balloon)

'' Wir leben in einer Zeit, in der das Auffällige nicht mehr auffällt. Wir kaufen Dinge, die wir nicht brauchen, von Geld, dass wir nicht haben, um Leute zu beeindrucken, die wir nicht mögen. ''

the only thing we have to fear is fear itself

Louis Garrel

WE SEE WHAT WE WANT FULLSTOP

" If you aren’t good at loving yourself, you will have a difficult time loving anyone since you’ll resent the time and energy you give another person that you aren’t even giving to yourself. "

Barbara de Angelis