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not being happy. being happy.
what is happiness.

20100224

life

you can't control life. you can only life your life.
and you can live it in any way you want and
you can choose your feelings about the people around you and what’s going on around you.
give up trying to control it and live it. live it to the fullest.
life is good whether you're happy or not.


I think the pursuit of happiness is a waste of time.
so just forget about being happy
what is happiness anyway, other than being surrounded by people who love you
and you can't choose how they love you
you can only choose to feel the love.
feel the love!
this is a wondeful time in your life, if you choose to see it that way
and as far as all the mistake go, is anything really a mistake?
or are mistakes just lessons?
everyone makes mistakes. life is a school, a learning process
and some lessons are more painful than others and thats just how it is.
thats just how it is
the sum and total of our experiences is what makes us who we are.

20100219

obsessed

so obsessed with skins right now. didnt like yesterdays episode of katie that much tho, soooo looking forward to next weeks episode - freddie!

20100213

change is good

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Change.
We don't like it. We fear it. But we can't stop it from coming.
We either adapt to change or we get left behind.
It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying.
But here's the truth: sometimes the more things change, the more they stay the same.
And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good.
Sometimes change is everything.

-Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

born backwards

like i am



You know, she was four years old the first time she beat me at hide and seek. Four.
I was looking for her for hours. When I finally found her she just smiled. You know,
that Effy smile that means

"you don't know me at all, you never will".
See that's a kind of magic. She's so good at concealing things, hiding, avoiding.
I do know her. And I know that she has got so much love in her heart.
But the thought of letting it out, showing her cards, scares her to death.
I never knew it would be possible to miss someone this much.